hatred and depression is an unhealthy combination....

@#*&#$^!!! You have no idea how much I hate my cmns 210 course right now. I finally finished my essay last night, but when I went back to check on my readings, I found out that I have to do a presentation this Thursday (TOMORROW WTF?!?). I am sooo not prepared. I wrote a quick summary of the reading but dammit, they're just phrases of things I found to be important IMO. How am I supposed to discuss the meaning of this reading? How will I bring out the importance of the subject (public service television in America, btw)?? Even though the presentation is only 5 minutes plus a short class discussion (which I have to freakin' lead, which means I have to prepare discussion questions >____<), I know I'm only going to be able to speak 1 minute worth of intellectual garble and the rest will be just "umm's" and "ahhh's".... 

Cripes, this is not going well. The last 2 weeks of the semester and I'm breaking down. I'm going to have an anxiety meltdown sooner or later. I also have ANOTHER project with another class. It's supposed to be a group project. I've contacted all of my members but so far only 2 have replied back and we have NOT met up yet!! What is up with them!?! ARGHHH!!!

I'm just hoping and praying that it will snow tonight so school will be cancelled tomorrow....or just praying that I will not make a fool out of myself when I do my presentation....either one will be just fine. *please*

Isn't this day just lovely? *oozes sarcasm* My MD batteries died on me early this morning, was late for lecture this morning because the bus was chugging at a snail's pace, gotta hand in my crappy paper later today, and gotta prepare for my stupid-ass presentation tomorrow. Oh, and have to meet up with my group on Friday and then on Saturday, there's this "golden verses quiz" for fellowship which I haven't even remotely "studied" for because I've been @&^$% busy the whole week. Let's hope next week will be filled with less hatred. *crosses fingers*